Hati

Wahai hatiku yang satu
Ku kira engkau telah terbahagi dari sisi ku..
Apa yang masih kau lakukan di dalam lubuk jiwaku itu?
Kau menghambat kehidupanku

Wahai hatiku yang satu
aku amat rindu....

Hatiku,
Kehidupanmu dan kehidupanku tak pernah berirama merdu
Jiwamu dan jiwaku tak pernah bersatu
Namun begitu, aku tetap rindu

Rindu,aku amat rindu
Hatiku, masa datang belum tentu milik kau dan aku
Persiapanku tetap jitu untuk hari itu
Hari yang akan mengkhabarkan padaku berita pilu
Adakah aku akan jatuh hanya kerana kau hatiku?

Hati, setiap kali kukenang akan hatiku
Airmataku laju, hela nafasku tak menentu
Aku terkenangkan kau yang dulu
Kau yang pernah sayu dalam kembaramu

Hati, aku tetap cinta padamu
Cinta yang aku sendiri tidak mampu usir
Andai datang takdir
Aku tetap redha kerana aku percaya akan tiba masaku jua

Hati, bersemadilah di mana sahaja engkau sukai
Aku gagal dalam mengunci diri
Aku biarkan kau duduk diam dalam kamar itu
Sehingga habis nyawaku dihujung waktu

You is what I called Friend

Dear Friends,

Please bear with me while I'm still alive
Please be with me till the day I die
I don't care if u don't need me as much as I need you
If I'm hurt I still expect you to comfort me too

There are days where I need your attention
There are days when I feel so blue
When that very day comes please lend me your strength
Be my shoulder and support me through

My problem may be tiny may be mini
And I don't need a skillful friends like you to solve it
Just be there and hear my chronology
Even till the end it put you in deep sleep

Dear Friends,

I dun need you to understand me
But I demand u to feel how I feel
Bet u never have a bossy friend like me
Trust me, I'm the one and only

When I'm very happy you are the people that I wanna share with
When I bought sumthing special for myself I want you to take a look at it
Eventho you don't care and you think it's not fancy
But that shows how important you are to me

I wrote everything about me
Now I write about u
You may think u don't need a friend like me
Gimme a chance and lemme prove that you are not true.

Wrote by,
Saya
11.10pm
17.4.2011

My Wish

Life is YOU

May you never steal, lie, or cheat,
but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows,
and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life,
and if you must cheat, then please cheat death
because I couldn't live a day without you.

Source: Leap Year

Letters to Juliet

"'What' and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening
as words come. But put them together
side-by-side and they have the power
to haunt you for therest of your life:
‘What if?'..."

"I don't know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt
then was love - true love - then
it's never too late. If it was true
then why wouldn't it be true
now? You need only the courage to
follow your heart..."

"I don't know what a love like that
feels like... a love to leave loved
ones for, a love to cross oceans
for... but I'd like to believe if I
ever felt it. I'd have the courage
to seize it. I hope you had the
courage to seize it, Claire. And if
you didn't, I hope one day that you
will."

By: Jose Rivera

Hati saya yang merasa Cinta

Benar saya cintai kamu
Tapi cinta bukan Tuhanku...

Benar saya cintai kamu
Tapi cinta bukan bermakna perlu memilikimu..

Benar saya cintai kamu
Tapi cinta sahaja tidak mampu menyempurnakanmu..

Benar saya cintai kamu
Bahagia kamu adalah kembangan bunga hatiku..

Carilah bahagia dan kegembiraanmu
Kerana saya cintai kamu..

Oleh: Ida@Ogy

My Heart, My Soul

Dear Not-So-Little-Baby
I miss you much already
The world is so glowy and sunny
When you are near me

My dear Lovely,

You soon to be a big brother
Never ever think Ammah gonna love you lesser
I would still love you tender
In my hug you'll find the warm shelter

Oh my lil' hero
You are not so little anymore
Am gonna be your shining armor
Find me in you heart when you feel afraid to soar

Dear my heart
life is hard and you must be smart
The greatest thing, you'll ever learn,
is just to love, and be loved in return.


I LOVE YOU!

By: Ammah

I guess I didn't

Kata Anang - Benar ku mencintaimu, tapi tak begini

How would I go on?
I feel hurt. I had let go...
I thot I did. But I guess I didn't.
Dear God, help me for what I feel.

After years had gone by, I thot I would be able to face it...
After years of sorrow, I thot I'm healed...
After years of silence I thot it's all gone...
After years of distance I thot I have made it thru....
But I guess I didnt.

If I am happy when I am around him, why am I crying?
If he could kill the sadness, why am I hurt?
If he is the honey sugar, why would I still feel the bitterness?
I guess he is still the honeybee who stung my heart with poison...
And left the scar forever.

Dear God, I beg, show me some light so I would be happy again.
Please God, don't let him tear me apart...
Love me God, for only Your love can make me strong
I need You God and ONLY You.

Dengarlah matahariku,
suara tangisanku, ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku....

How monkey is a donkey?

What do you think of me? I was so dumb and ignorant. How could I do that to him? I keep on blaming myself for acting foolishly. He was probably just wanna have a sweet chat. He stroke the conversation just to make things are a lot more comfortable between us. But I was dorky like a donkey...huhuhu. Lesson learned....do not chase people away from you, you might end up crying for them to stay...hahaha :) well if you don't, I'd do...hehehe.

It's all about LOVE...have you ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world 'Cuz baby I can't sleep

This is the song that I used to listen to when I was a lot younger :) and today I unintentionally watched the video from Utube. What a msg it brings when I attentively listen to its wordings.

I have forgotten how to love, and what love is, since my heart and soul are officially unbound from one tactless person. What had happened really impacted me wickedly.

Yet, today I somehow feel, I am in LOVE again. Well, not to say LOVE (to be exact). The flirtatious soul in me has awaken after years of silence. Hmmm...been thinking about this help-to-leap living creature. He helped to get things a lot easier for me. His presence made the air invigorating. His funny anecdotes were hilarious. He knows how to sing "Somewhere over the rainbow...".

BUT..."have you ever?" says it all. The ailment to get him know how I feel and to know how he feels is the pain that I'm bearing. Maybe I have to take it slow...very slow.

Dear McDreamy of my dream... the gate is open wide...all you got to do is ride...soar high in the universe of my heart...you'll find me there, in the bright light.

Thank you for making my life more worth living :)

YOU is what I called LIFE

Friends..

Sometimes, they do hurt.
Most of the time, they are like angels.

I sometimes feel being left out, feel trifled, unequally treated..
I most of the time, feel coloured, feel inspired when surrounded by the angels..

I sometimes need space for myself
I most of the time need them more than those empty spaces

I do love you my friends...no matter what you say...

By:Ida@Ogy

From the Wizard of Oz...

I miss you so very badly "not so lil' baby"...

Ammah always sang this song for you when u wanted to sleep

Be good, be brave my lil' dearie

I Love you, forever will be

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high

There's a land that I heard of Once,

once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds

Are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

that's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow

bluebirds fly

Birds fly over the rainbow why then oh why can't I

If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow

why oh why can't I

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you

Thinking

Can't stop thinking

Think of you

This - That

That Life

That day

That dream was mine

A utopian dream

Dazed - Confused

Without true reality, I there sat

Wondering

The end of my world had only just begun

With yours beginning

Words of wisdom come to my ears

Telling me what I know in my heart

But never wanted to hear

Love hurts

That's what they all say

But I will love again when all this pain and sorrow goes away

So I sit and think of all the things this situation has cost

And I realize that nothing very important has been lost ....

I'm alive again

(Let the rain come down and wash away my tears

Let it fill my soul and drown my fears

Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun )

By: Ida@Ogy

Matahariku - My Sunshine

Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku - Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu - Kini kau pergi dari hidupku - Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau - Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati - Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi - Tak ada lagi cahaya suci - Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi - Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku - Ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku - Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku - Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Melawan Kesepian

Apapun yang terjadi - Berjalanlah tanpa henti - Air mata tertahan - Waktu untuk dijatuhkan - Nanti kita kan tahu - Betapa bijaknya hidup - Sepahit apapun ini - Pelajaran yang berarti - Semoga kepergianmu - Tak akan merubah apapun - Semoga mampu kulawan Kesepianku - Apapun yang terjadi - Berjalanlah tanpa henti...

Ada apa dengan dia

Ada apa dengan dia?

It has been days I wanted to tell about this lady.

Ada apa dengan dia?? Ada sesuatu padanya. Sesuatu yang gembira.

I'm happy to know... she is happy to have it...

Hope Allah make everything easier for her because it isn't easy.

Sirah Junjungan..Tahajud Cinta

Suatu tajuk yang membawa makna yang sangat besar. Kalo nak dikisahkan tentang sirah nabawiyyah, rasanya, inilah sirah yang paling indah pernah kubaca. Sirah ini membawa aku bersama-sama menjiwai dan merasai kehidupan Rasulullah ya Habiballah dr kecil sehingga wafatnya baginda.

Bukan baru kudengari kisah Rasulullah, malah dari zaman kecil sehingga kini. Kehendak Allah dan petunjuk Allah itu tak siapa yang berhak menghalangnya. Masa kecil ku kenali Muhammad kerana dia seorang yang bernama Muhammad, legenda umat Islam. Kisahnya turut disenaraikan dalam silibus pendidikan agama di sekolah, dan kisahnya juga didengarkan dan dibacakan oleh mak di rumah.

Tapi bila dewasa, kukenali Rasulullah kerana dia kekasih Allah. Dialah yang membawa anjakan paradigma pada kehidupan manusia sejagat. Dialah....Indahnya akhlak membuatkan aku jatuh cinta tanpa boleh dihalang2 lagi. Kisahnya sentiasa dibawa dalam setiap kelas yang aku hadiri. Sabda dan sunnahnya sentiasa meniti dibibir para guru2 ku. Rasulullah begitu....Rasulullah begini....Rasulullah tidak melakukan itu....Rasulullah membuatnya begini...Rasulullah kata begitu..Rasulullah kata begini. Gegendang telinga ku hanya didengarkan dgn keindahan peribadi Rasulullah. Lalu jiwa meresapi keindahannya....aku rindu.

Ketika jiwa sarat dengan cinta dan rindu..Erma Fatima memulakan langkah berani mementaskan kisah Muhammad Al-Amin yang aku cintai. Buat pertama kali, kujejaki kaki di Istana Budaya, menonton hasil arahannya.

Dari permulaan pementasan hingga ke penghujungnya, airmataku mengalir tanpa henti. Pementasan bermula dengan kisah Abrahah ingin menawan Mekah dan diakhiri ketika wafatnya Baginda. Rinduku makin menebal. Semakin hangat pementasannya, semakin kuraskaan Rasulullah dekat padaku. Satu persatu pesanan baginda yang pernah singgah ke telingaku, bermain-main dibenak.

Alangkah beruntung para sahabat kerana pernah merasai kehidupan bersamamu. Alangkah beruntung Fatimah kerana berayahkan dirimu. Alangkah beruntungnya Khadijah kerana dicintaimu dan beruntungnya aku kerana dilahirkan sebagai umatmu...Alhamdulillah.

Aku merasakan bahawa perlunya umat Islam di Malaysia ini yang tidak pernah merasakan cinta dan rindu pada Rasulullah dalam diri, agar menonton pementasan ini. Inilah salah satu wadah untuk kalian lebih mengenali pemimpin agung pilihan Allah. Keindahannya, keperitan yang ditanggungnya, seksaan dan hinaan yang dilemparkan padanya utk kita menikmati Islam, tak terbayar oleh kita...

Credit yang tertinggi kuhadiahkan buat erma fatima kerana keberanian, kesungguhan dalam kepayahan utk mementaskan kisah Rasul agung yang sentiasa aku banggakan. Jazakillah...

Possibility

I once loved this song by Intoxicated. It was back then, when I was in school. Not knowing what to do. All I knew was, I wanna sing. I wanna sing like Whitney, like Vanessa Williams, like Mariah Carey. I sang and sang and practised and tried to sing at the best I could. It could only be seen years back. I once, wanted to become a professional singer. Just like them....

Who I was and who I am now doesn't have that much of differences. Still have the same interests. However, who I wanted to be back then and who I have become now, is pretty much different. I learnt that what you are interested in does not kill you. What kills you is, uncontrollable passion of interest. I love who I am now and who is was. Never want to be who I wanted to become..not now...today..and forever.

I thank Allah for the beautiful journey of life I had and gonna have. It's too beautiful.

Now I present....the lyrics of

POSSIBILITY

Everytime I look at you
I wish you looked my way
And flash me that dazzling smile that
really makes my day
But of course it's just a dream
a dream that won't come true
and for unrequited love I wrote this song for you
I always think of how it'd be
if we were together
You and me holding hands
(It's a dream)
I can picture it right now
You and me,
It's a dream,
It's a possibility...
When I look out of my window
I hope you look up at me
If only you could read my heart
My love so true you'd see
How empty my life would be
If I don't have you
And for unrequited love I wrote this song for you...
..it's a dream... it's a Possibility...

Those who ever loves Intoxicated, loves Possibility

Beautiful...

Thursday
After nearly a month....
After such a long wait. It wasn't so long for some people, but it was long enough for a person like me, to feel near again. For some reason, it taught me how precious a person could be, in this beautiful life of mine. So precious...every inch of 'it' resembling the beauty of a friendship, companionship and relationship. It worth the MYR spent for making everything possible.

Friday
Sad news...the phone at the other side refused to help the communication further. More money have to spend, to make every second a momento. Msges were delivered but not replied...but being substituted with calls. The mode was even more interactive and efficient. I have company while driving back home...i have company when i was at home...I like...

Saturday
Long conversation again...life is so beautiful if we could share the moments. It was such a blessings to be given a chance to share especially with the important and loved ones. I fail to express the feeling inside even further. It's too personal to be reached through my words...

Nite
We went out to Allson Klana to have dinner. This is to celebrate mom's 57th birthday. Didn't have much chance to snap more pictures since we were busy video taping dazril's acts.
The food was nice, buffet with grilled seafood and poultry...yummmmm..

Happy Birthday Mak

Heart

Kata Imam Al-Ghazali:

"Carilah hatimu pada tiga tempat. carilah hatimu sewaktu bangun membaca Al-Quran. Jika kau tidak temui, cari hatimu ketika mengerjakan solat. Jika tak kau temui, carilah hatimu ketika duduk tafakur mengingati mati. Jika kau tidak temui juga, maka berdoalah kepada Allah pinta hati yang baru kerana hakikatnya pada ketika itu kau tidak mempunyai hati"

MEMBACA AL-QURAN

Firman Allah:
"Diturunkan kepadamu Al-Quran sebagai petunjuk dan rahmat serta penawar..."
Al-Isra' 17:82

MENDIRIKAN SOLAT

"Jika kamu ingin Allah bercakap denganmu, bacalah Al-Quran kerana Al-Quran ialah ayat-ayat Allah yang ditujukan kepadamu. Tetapi jika kamu pula ingin bercakap dengan Allah, maka dirikanlah solat kerana solat hakikatnya ialah doa, pengaduan, pujian dan rintihan seorang hamba kepada Allah"

MENGINGATI MATI

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:
"Orang yang paling cerdik iaitu mereka yang banyak mengingati mati."

Riwayat al-Baihaqi