How monkey is a donkey?

What do you think of me? I was so dumb and ignorant. How could I do that to him? I keep on blaming myself for acting foolishly. He was probably just wanna have a sweet chat. He stroke the conversation just to make things are a lot more comfortable between us. But I was dorky like a donkey...huhuhu. Lesson learned....do not chase people away from you, you might end up crying for them to stay...hahaha :) well if you don't, I'd do...hehehe.