Friday, January 30, 2009

What I Believe


I have two days to relax...free my mind. I need to think, think hard on what i should do in my life...

I once heard ppl said, "orang yang merancang adalah orang yg kecewa kerana Allah telah membuat perancangan utk kita", but i also heard one said "gagal utk merancang adalah merancang utk gagal". But at the back of my mind, i think i understand what they are trying to tell me.

I believe that we need to sketch out what we want to achieve and work for it, but let Allah decides what is the outcome. Whatever the results may, that's the best for us. Always believe that Allah always has something better instore for us when the right time has come.



Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Unreachable



Yesterday was the last day of communication. Last msg was at 11:39AM saying goodbye. The communication was not like before.

Before:

  • was there almost all the time

  • always offer a shoulder to cry on

  • teasing around

  • weekend visit

Present:


  • communicate during weekend

  • not much of time spend to talk

  • bz with things to do list

  • no more offering a shoulder due to tight schedule

Since all these obstacles are presents, so i'm lucky to be gifted with such a life, like no other. With patience and prayers, with the love from Allah, things will definitely be better



Monday, January 26, 2009

Nothing much

It's CNY break and we do not have any plans. We were suppose to go to Malacca on last Saturday since mak feels so bored staying at home. Unfortunately 'twas cancelled since adik was not in the pink of health. She doesn't feel like going out at all.

Till this morning, it has been 2 solid days that i haven't made a presence to the outside world. Staying inside, not even pampering my garden and my pond. This morning, i have found my courage to get some fresh flowers from the market for the empty vase . I know that nobody will get it filled with the fresh smell of chrysanthemum.

Dazril came back at 9.30PM last nite. After the playing, tossing and turning, he finally cried. That's a good sign to show that he is tired and need some sleep. I'm tired too darling.

I remembered my visit to the islamic economy development exhibition last thursday. Managed to get a set of stories of the prophets for Dazril. Such books are rarely found in the market anymore. Dazril is lucky to have a copy of it. At least he can read it when he is in Rotterdam. Knowing that he has some islamic reading material makes me feel a lil' relief. I will try to get more of it. I want him to know Allah, to know the prophets and being read with this kinda book and be friended with these kinda characters. He needs to be introduced to the sahabats as well. I will try darling...

I have no idea of what to write. Pen down now! :)


Wednesday, January 21, 2009

What about Fraser's Hill

After the cancellation of the 1st plan to Fraser's Hill back in Dec, we finally succeeded in making the 2nd plan possible. We stayed in Silverpark. Comfortable but spooky since it's quite desserted. Only few cars can be seen at each block of the apartment which i think, comprises of not more than two families. Happened to be that Petronas owned 3 apt units at Silverpark, so big bro rent it for the weekend. If not, i may have to rent a unit at TM Sri Intan.


The Silverpark



We wound our way up the mountain along narrow roads with steep drops. There was much screeching of brakes and lurching forward but we survived. We reached the gap at 1 pm. Our timing was efficient. The gap is open for 40 minutes every odd hour for us to drive up and close at every even hour for people to go down the hill. We were immediately struck by how cool it was in the highlands especially when the wind blows. Spending two days up in the hill was really breathtaking but not to forget eerie as well. I sometimes feel uncomfortable and uneasy which caused "insomnia"....hahaha...



The scenery shots

We went sightseeing on Sat evening to see the colonial-styled bungalows available in town. They are so like the brits'. Went to the waterfall, but it was such a neverending track of walking to get to see the water falling (hehe)... Since we are "not so fit" ppl except abah, so we decided to stop halfway. Leaving mak, kakdiana n dazril alone in the car in this sechulded forest was one of the reasons why we opted to stop halfway through the track.

Continue the venture around the hill to the main attraction of this chilled windy mountain, which is the clock.

Evening walk


Had our dinner at the one of the stalls near the smokehouse. It was cheap, tasty and variety of food available for serving. We had mee bandung, yong tau foo, hotplate chicken rice, fried kueytiau, waffle.



Glen bungalow - Ye Olde Smokehouse - Jeriau Waterfall

We had our breakfast at the same stall the next day. The nasi lemak ayam goreng was tasty and the chilli paste was really fantastic. Never thot that we could find such fine food up there with such price.
Before driving down the hill, we stopped at Ye Olde Smokehouse to have our tea. They serve very fine scone and it's far better than the coffee bean. We sat in the garden on white metal furniture eating, would you believe, scones with homemade strawberry conserve and cream anf butter and a pot of tea!! (but i had hot choc, only big bro who had tea)



Safely reached home at 7:50PM...end of story :)


Thursday, January 15, 2009

Traffic & People

Driving to work every morning is usually a pleasure to me. Unluckily, this morning was not as beautiful as the normal days.

A Malay guy being a braggart, egotist to a lady driver like me. Overtaking my turn recklessly and causing me close to an accident. I'm sad to know that a Malay, who normally a Muslim, being so rude on the road. What is it with showing PRIDE? What's there to show if u don't have any. Is that what u call "YOUR PRIDE"? I would say 'twas just an EGO you were showing. Losing your pride when someone "WON" in taking turn during traffic jam? Is that what pride is all about to u? People! it's when u wife lying naked in front of public that u should be shamed about. World would be a better place if everyone knows how to give rather than knowing how to steal.

Funny uncle driving a van without brake and signal lights...you can be the reason for an accident uncle. it's not safe at all to everyone on the road. Perhaps causing a lost of life.



A driver jumped in the queue. It's other ppl's turn darling. More of them await at the back.


Enuff for today...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

The SUN is shining




Messages are finally delivered
Communication becomes possible
Replies received
Another reason to be happy in life...
Because the sun is finally smiling with its big grin
isn't it great?


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Today is the day

Today is the day it starts...
with full moon and twinkling stars...
Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahu Akhbar!